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Life & reflections from the Parishes of St. Cuthbert, Benfieldside and St. John, Castleside - in the Diocese of Durham
Saturday, 5 July 2014
Sunday, 29 June 2014
Feast of St. Peter and St. Paul, Apostles
Today’s first reading from the
prophet Zechariah gives us a vision and a dialogue. First, the prophet’s
vision:
I see a lampstand
all of gold, with a bowl on the top of it; there are seven lamps on it, with
seven lips on each of the lamps that are on the top of it. 3 And by it there are two olive trees, one on the right of the bowl and the other
on its left.
The lampstand and its seven lamps represent the
all-seeing nature of God, an angel tells the prophet. But the dialogue
continues:
‘What are these two olive trees on the right
and the left of the lampstand?... What are these two branches of the olive
trees, which pour out the oil through the two golden pipes?’ … 14 Then he said, ‘These are the two anointed ones
who stand by the Lord of the whole earth.’
Does
that leave you any the wiser? We don’t know who these two “anointed ones” are
in the vision of the prophet, several hundred years before the time of Christ.
But as we read these words today, we are led on to think of the two great
apostles, Peter and Paul. St. Paul
himself, writing his letter to the Christians of Galatia, sums up their
respective and complementary tasks:
…I had been entrusted with the Gospel for the
uncircumcised, just as Peter had been entrusted with the Gospel for the
circumcised (for he who worked through Peter making him an apostle to the
circumcised also worked through me in sending me to the Gentiles).
The call to be an apostle is the call to
be sent out with a task. Christ is to
be seen at the centre of our faith. And if he is to be the heart of a living
faith, then he needs people who will communicate that faith to others. Nearly
two thousand years ago he chooses these two men, Peter and Paul. Today he
chooses people like us.
Because
Peter and Paul are people who are so like us. We remember them together on this
Feast Day that bears both their names, but
the truth is that they didn’t get on. Paul has harsh words for Peter,
saying that he “opposed him to his face,” and that Peter had acted in such a
way that he was “self-condemned.” And we can imagine how Peter must have felt
about Paul - the uppity self-proclaimed apostle who had come so late to the
Christian faith after a career of persecuting the first disciples. You can read
for yourselves in the Bible about their feud and suspicions. And you’ll
probably find yourself concluding that here are two men who should just grow up
- each of them needs to recognise where he is wrong and the other one right.
But in spite of it all they do remarkable things, each with a distinctive
mission which results in the spread of the Christian faith across the
Mediterranean from Palestine through Asia Minor
and Greece to Rome and probably on to Spain - all in the space of one
generation. Peter and Paul have their
differences, but that is why they belong together. Could they have been
more different in background and character? Peter
is probably at best a roughly educated fisherman from Galilee .
Paul is a Jew from the diaspora, a
Roman citizen growing up with all the benefits of a Pharisaic training and a
Hellenistic understanding which serve to make him all the more determined to
oppose the heresy he detects amongst the people who had proclaimed Jesus to be
a Messiah. But each of them finds his life transformed when Jesus calls them.
Each of them will carry out a mission they could never have imagined. Each of
them finds a new way of living because each is called to be open to the converting
and renewing love of God in Christ.
If
you go to Rome ,
you can visit the supposed tombs of Peter and Paul in churches which bear their
names. It’s a bit of a trek to the Basilica of St. Paul outside the Walls - it
has that name because it is outside the old walls of the city, a few miles from
the centre. And the location is appropriate. Paul is the apostle who takes the
message of the Gospel outside the boundaries of his own Judaism. The message of
Christ cannot be confined to a particular people, he realises. It needs to be
shared because God’s love extends to all of us. God’s love cannot be restricted
to a particular race or to people who follow a particular set of rules or
rituals. That’s Paul’s understanding, and he acts upon it. It’s an understanding
that should challenge us. Do we see that God reaches into those areas of life
which are alien to us… and to those people with whom we may feel uncomfortable?
Can we see that God’s love is so powerful that it can break the barriers we
erect? - that his love reaches out to me?
Paul himself has to allow Christ to break into his own life, challenging his
own rigorously worked-out perceptions. And then he will see how God has a
purpose for all people.
The
tomb of Peter is easier to reach. It’s in the crypt beneath St. Peter’s
Basilica - and the whole edifice is built so that the altar is located directly
above the tomb. You can understand what the builders are saying. They’ve heard
those words of Jesus in today’s Gospel:
I tell you, you are Peter, and on this rock I will
build my church…
But
we need to hear those words properly. Peter is the first of the disciples to
recognise who Jesus is: “You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God,” he
tells him. It’s Peter who has that gift of perception
which Jesus needs to find in his followers - and with it he has the boldness to say what he has found. Jesus
can build using people like this. It’s Jesus who actually gives Peter his name -
he had been known as Simon; now he is to be Peter, which means literally, “the
rock.”
Again
and again I find myself looking to Peter as an example for holy living and
discipleship. Upon the foundation of such as him, God wills to build his
Church. Not just to build on Peter. To
build on each one of us. Peter is a
man of no great ability, a humble fisherman from Galilee, a near-forgotten
backwater of the Roman Empire . And Peter is a
man of great faults: rashness
particularly, as eagerly he pushes himself forwards without considering whether
he’s up to the task he takes on; and then when his courage fails he finds
himself denying Jesus at the time of
his trial, the time when he is needed most.
But with such people Jesus
chooses to work – with frail human creatures like ourselves. Peter is a rock,
not because in himself he is strong, but because he is made strong by the grace
and redeeming love he finds in Christ. We find it when Jesus appears to the
disciples by the lakeside after his Resurrection. It’s Peter who rushes to be
with him, jumping into the lake to get to him first. But then he finds himself
looked in the eye and asked, “Simon, son of John, do you love me more than
these?” Three times Jesus asks him, just as three times Peter had denied him.
And Jesus tells him: “Feed my lambs… Tend my sheep.” Peter had fallen short of
his calling, but still Christ calls him and uses him.
As a priest I find this passage of scripture to be
one of the most important in the whole Bible – certainly closest to my heart. It’s about my calling as a priest, about the calling of another eight
priests who were ordained in Durham cathedral yesterday and eleven deacons
being ordained this morning… We need to pray for them - but then remember, it’s
about our calling, a common calling,
all together. To care for the flock of Christ – his treasure bought with his
blood upon the Cross. And what enables us to do this caring is that first
Christ has cared for us, reached out to us, touched those parts of our lives
where we fail, healed the very wounds we bear through our human frailty. We
don’t cease to be flawed creatures. The grace of orders conveyed upon deacons
and priests does not make them better people or any more clever or able. But it
gives something which Peter finds, as he discovers once more his calling from
the forgiving Christ.
Peter, I have found myself making my own patron
saint, because of his frailty, but also I hope, because of his love. It is love which first draws him to Jesus, love which enables him to find
forgiveness from him as three times he says, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love
you.” And love which carries him on as he seeks to feed Christ’s flock.
A priest at ordination is told, “Because you cannot
bear the weight of this ministry in your own strength but only by the grace and
power of God, pray earnestly for his Holy Spirit.” We need that grace and power
which were given to St. Peter and St.
Paul . And a priest needs to recognise that his or hers
is not a ministry to be exercised alone. Ministry is a common task of the whole
People of God... a common task – of
proclaiming Christ’s love for his flock, of discovering it for ourselves.
Sunday, 22 June 2014
Rules for living
In today's homily, I found myself talking about Cardinal Nguyen Van Thuan, who suffered imprisonment after the Communist takeover of Saigon - but whose example was a cause for the conversion of his guards. Read more by clicking on the link.
Where can I find out more about him? asked a member of the congregation. Wikipedia has the basics including his "Ten Rules of Life." They're worth meditating upon - here they are:
Ten Rules of Life of Nguyễn Văn Thuận
- I will live the present moment to the fullest.
- I will discern between God and God's works.
- I will hold firmly to one secret: prayer.
- I will see in the Holy Eucharist my only power.
- I will have only one wisdom: the science of the Cross.
- I will remain faithful to my mission in the Church and for the Church as a witness of Jesus Christ.
- I will seek the peace the world cannot give.
- I will carry out a revolution by renewal in the Holy Spirit.
- I will speak one language and wear one uniform: Charity.
- I will have one very special love: The Blessed Virgin Mary.
Wednesday, 4 June 2014
A life more ordinary…
Each season has its own liturgical
colour - the colour of the vestments worn by the priest and any hangings in
church. For Easter it’s been white or gold and Pentecost brings us a final
flourish of red depicting the colour of those flames of fire which signified
the Holy Spirit coming upon the apostles. For Ordinary Time it’s green. I think
that’s intentional. As I write, my already overgrown garden is an
overwhelmingly lush green. It’s the colour of life - the stuff that grows
whether we help it to or not. In church, the colour green is symbolic of God’s
life enriching our lives, filling us with grace and power.
That word “ordinary” is one we need to
get right. It doesn’t mean boring or uneventful. It’s about all the things we
need to keep happening so we can grow and so that God’s purposes for us may be
fulfilled. As we move into this season, I find my diary changing its character:
not marked so much by the unfolding of the Church’s year as we follow Christ’s
life from birth and infancy to his death, resurrection and the coming of the
Holy Spirit - as by the implications for how we live our lives in response. So
I’m now into the round of Baptisms and Marriages which are so much a staple of
church life but also so significant and special for individuals, couples and
families. We find the specialness of God speaking to us in the ordinariness of
life.
We go on marking that with the round
of church services and events. “Messy Church” is becoming well-established and
is huge fun - it’s having an effect not merely on the children and their
parents who come but on leaders and helpers who make it happen. But don’t
forget those quieter occasions. Our monthly “Open for Prayer” - prayer is at
the heart of our lives as Christians; to be intentionally silent for this time
is a deep reminder of this. “Tea and Sympathy” in its response to bereavement
tells of our calling to service and pastoral care. And there are the many other
opportunities simply to come together to recognise that God speaks to us day by
day - and not always where we expect.
We haven’t yet worked out everything
we might be doing this month - keep an eye open for more, and ask “how is God
working for me?”
Martin Jackson
Tuesday, 29 April 2014
Easter continues…
Just before Holy Week began, I went to
see the film “Calvary.” It’s set in the west of rural Ireland in a community
where the priest is Fr. James Lavelle, played by the actor Brendan Gleeson. The
story is of this backwater parish during one particular week - and begins with
a penitent in the confessional telling the priest that he is going to kill him
the following Sunday. The priest hasn’t done anything wrong to this man, but
others have - and the would-be killer has decided that a good man needs to pay
for the deeds of others. We don’t find out till the end who makes the threat.
But there’s a question as to whether the priest knows - and what he will do about
it.
The priest could go to the police, he
could ask for protection, he could run away for his own safety. But the film
simply follows him as the week unfolds - and we see him going about daily life
in the round of parish happenings, the quirkiness and problems of his
parishioners, and in exploring his relationship with a daughter who was growing
up when his wife died and he entered the priesthood. All along he is heading to
“Calvary.” And the question is - where should he be?
I wondered how many people in the audience
might need the reference to Calvary
explaining. Holy Week takes us from Jesus’ entry into Jerusalem - hailed as a
King - to his death on the Cross. Jesus could have cut and run. In his prayer in
Gethsemane he’d asked that “the cup might pass from him.” But what we discover
is how he discerns where he must be - with his people, finally dying for his
people, not shirking his meeting with the man who would betray him.
A blessed Easter-tide to you!
[Taken from the May issue of St. Cuthbert's Parish Magazine - find it all online here]
Go on to Easter… and we celebrate Christ’s
Resurrection and the glory that goes with it. And then - the celebrations
should go on. Easter-tide itself lasts 50 days, through Ascension Day right up
to Pentecost. Meanwhile we find ourselves back with the daily round of tasks we
must attend to and relationships in which we are called to give and receive
care. I love Easter - but then almost immediately find myself wearied at the
prospect of lots of official paperwork and other administration which is always
required at this time. The challenge of Easter is to see that it’s not merely a
backward-looking glance at an event of 2,000 years ago - but rather the good
news of how God brings new life and light into our world, and how we need to
live it out every day. Jesus calls us - not to escape the realities of life
which we confront, but to show us how to live through those realities with a
new hope and aided by his grace.
A blessed Easter-tide to you!
[Taken from the May issue of St. Cuthbert's Parish Magazine - find it all online here]
Monday, 7 April 2014
Messy Church is coming to St. Cuthbert's...
... craft activities, art, songs and worship, games and food!
For children with their families. Meeting on the Third Tuesday of each month from 3.30 - 5.30p.m.
First session on Tuesday 15th April. Join us in the Hall!
Monday, 31 March 2014
Parish Magazine - April issue now online
There's lots to read in our new Parish Magazine: all the details of Holy Week and Easter; preparations for our Annual Parochial Church Meeting; news of what has been happening and what is being planned - including "Messy Church," to be launched on Tuesday in Holy Week, 15th April; and a preview of our next three Book Club choices. Just click through to find all this and more!
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