Life & reflections from the Parishes of St. Cuthbert, Benfieldside and St. John, Castleside - in the Diocese of Durham
Friday, 16 December 2016
Saturday, 3 December 2016
Time is of the essence
This two-month issue of the Parish Magazine covers three seasons of the
Church’s year: Advent, Christmas and Epiphany. Of the three it’s Advent which
is probably the most neglected. Christmas has carols, cribs and shepherds,
Epiphany has wise men and glorious gifts. Advent is more abstract. Its traditional themes of the Four Last Things - Death,
Judgment, Heaven and Hell - are not easily dealt with, and not really matters
that most people want to think about. On top of which Advent tends to get
pushed out of the way. It’s become “pre-Christmas:” a time of anxiety in
shopping for presents, worrying about who will get missed off the greetings card
list, and getting ready for the day or two when supermarkets will be closed and
we fear we might run out of the excessive amounts of food and drink we plan to
consume (and all those parties before
Christmas).
But Advent properly observed is a corrective to this. The one aspect
which survives in popular culture is the Advent Calendar. It’s become a sort of
countdown to Christmas with a chocolate a day. But fundamentally it is about
“time.” We number the days. The Psalmist had prayed that we may learn to
“number our days” - and that’s to say that we need to recognise the
preciousness of time. Time we are given - a gift, God’s gift to us. Time which
is an opportunity not to be wasted.
In the Church’s Calendar, Advent is the beginning of a new year - so
can we use it as a time of resolution? Right from the start, be patient even as
we get anxious about Christmas preparations. Learn how to pace ourselves. Give
up being so caught up in activity that it leaves us only fit to slump. How can
I best use my time? - for my own benefit; to help others; to spend time with
God. “We wait for the Lord” in this season of Advent. Let’s recognise that
virtue of waiting, and be all the more joyous in our Christmas celebration. MJ
Sunday, 20 November 2016
Cryogenics and the Feast of Christ the King
One of the saddest news stories of the
last week must surely be the one about the 14 year old girl who knew she was
dying of a rare form of cancer - with no hope of any cure. She wanted to live,
and she wanted to live so much that she asked if her body could be
cryogenically frozen in the hope that some time in the future - perhaps hundreds
of years in the future - a cure for her condition might be found and
somehow the doctors might restore her to life. She isn’t the first to have made
that request. But because of her age she was too young to make a will and too
young to determine what should be done with her body when she died. So she
asked her mother, who agreed. Her grandparents came up with the £37,000 it
would cost to dehydrate her cells so that they wouldn’t be destroyed by ice
crystals and to drain her body of blood which would be replaced by a sort of
anti-freeze, to pack her in dry ice and send her to a storage facility in
America where her remains would be stored in a canister of liquid nitrogen. But
her father objected - which is why her request became a news story. It required
a High Court judge to determine what should happen - and he ruled that the
girl’s mother should have the right to decide. So the mother set in motion the
process for freezing and storing the girl’s body. The girl died within 10 days
of the court ruling. The girl and her mother spent her last hours together -
the girl apparently was comforted by having her request granted, though reports
are that the mother was distracted by knowing just what would have to be done
immediately following her daughter’s death.
The story of a young person’s death is
tragic in itself. This story is so
much more tragic again. So much more life that could have been lived - the girl,
her family and the judge knew that; we know that. The desperate clinging to
life - that is human in itself. But the still further element of tragedy is
that the whole process of letting go in the face of death is denied - this
cannot be a good death - in a sense because death is denied: the hospital could
not do its work properly; the father was denied access to his daughter; the
mother herself seems not to have been able to be attentive in a time when every
moment of the present is so precious; the girl herself clung to a hope - but we
are left asking if she was sold only an empty hope. And no one seemed prepared
to explore the aftermath. How can loved ones grieve for someone who has died
but then been left in a state where there’s that most remote possibility of
some sort of resuscitation? No grave to visit or place to lay flowers, but the
knowledge of a large aluminium canister in which bodies are hung upside down
for centuries or until the money runs out or there’s a power failure or leakage
in the coolant system. And to what state could life be restored? Would anyone
have the will to bring the girl back to life even if it should be possible?
What sort of life after the damage of disease and the complications of the
preserving process? And with whom would that life be shared? Our living is made
worthwhile because of the context and relationships in which we live. Who would
be this girl’s loved ones for her?
It’s a sad story for our secular age,
where God doesn’t get a look in. Actually I think there are plenty of ethical
issues even for the most hardened secularists - at least if they approach them
from a properly humanist perspective. What
is it truly to be human? That’s the question we need always to ask. It
doesn’t seem to have entered the equation in this tragic case. And there’s no
sense at all that to be human is to be made in the image of God. We are made in God’s image, even with
all the flaws we possess of human character, frailty and disease. We are God’s
creation, not lightly to be handled, even if we might be aware most acutely of
its imperfections as we perceive them. And because we are made in God’s image,
we have a hope - even in the face of death - of redemption. Our bodies and our
minds, even our abilities and our relationships, are less than perfect - but we are loved.
That’s the affirmation we can hold to as Christians, even in the darkest of
circumstances, even when we can’t make that affirmation ourselves. If only
there could have been someone there for
that family to affirm it for them as that poor girl faced death. If only they
could commend her to God’s care and protection - to know that he holds her in
his heart; to say in the words of that simplest of prayers, May she rest in peace.
That needs to be our prayer for them now.
I’ve thought about their plight as I’ve pondered today’s readings for the
Eucharist. The plea of one of the thieves crucified with Jesus: “Jesus,
remember me when you come into your kingdom.” And Jesus’ response from his own
cross: “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in Paradise.”
Is this a real promise? There’s no
theological underpinning: Christians and others continue to argue over the
nature of life after death. There’s the other thief who simply mocks from his own cross - hard words
denying hope in the imminence of death from one who is paying the penalty for
his own failures in life. But that is not to say that he himself is without
hope. Jesus promises hope to the one we call “the repentant thief” / “the
penitent thief.” But he doesn’t himself speak words of condemnation against the
thief who derides him. And Jesus’ words of hope in Paradise are not an anodyne
response. We look at Jesus on the Cross and see one who will himself cry, “My
God, why have you forsaken me?”
Forsakenness is a natural emotion in the
face of death. And it’s one that Jesus himself feels. He shares it as he dies
on a Cross under the inscription, “This is the King of the Jews.” This is our
King, Christ the King. But a King with a difference. Without special
protection, without bodyguards. Whose throne in this world turns out to be a
Cross - but who can because of that all the better reach out to us from it.
Vulnerable - as any of us. God’s Son - and affirming our call to be his
children. Let’s remember that for all who face their own Calvary - and for
ourselves.
(Readings at the Eucharist: Jeremiah 23.1-6; Colossians 1.11-20; Luke 23.33-43)
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Sunday, 13 November 2016
Remembrance and the need for new vision
Homily at the Sung Eucharist - 13 November 2016
(Isaiah 65.17-25; Luke
21.5-19)
Words we hear in today’s
Gospel:
9 When you hear of wars and
insurrections, do not be terrified; for these things must take place first, but
the end will not follow immediately.’ 10 Then Jesus said to them,
‘Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom; 11
there will be great earthquakes, and in various places famines and plagues; and
there will be dreadful portents and great signs from heaven.
Listening to these words today
they may seem to indicate a certain inevitability about the state of the world
as it is. “There will be great earthquakes…” - and thousands are living in temporary accommodation
only a fortnight or so after the most recent earthquakes to have afflicted
Central Italy. The world is still not immune to famines and plagues. But most
of all we know the continuing persistence
of war which blights the lives of millions in Iraq, Syria and so many other
lands - with a fall-out into other nations through the fear generated by the
tacticians of terror. What can we do to turn back the tide of war? And there is
a temptation to say, “We must be strong, and show our strength.” It goes along
with the rhetoric we have been hearing all too much in these last weeks of
making America “great” again. There’s no denying the reality of that rhetoric
when it is employed by a Russian
leader. And what about our own nation? - perhaps we might be on dangerous
ground if we too readily succumb to the aspiration of putting the “Great” back
into “Great Britain.” We truly should
be “Great Britain…” but as the name is intended
and in contrast to the “Little
Britain” which empty patriotism might so easily conjure.
The war dead we honour today
died not to make our country great but to secure freedom and justice not only
for our own land but for others. As the epitaph in the war cemetery at Kohima
says,
When you go home, tell
them of us and say
For their tomorrow, we
gave our today.
There’s another sort of epitaph
in this poem - and it’s possibly due
to its popularity that the poppy has come to be so potent a symbol for us
today.
In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.
The
poem itself is the epitaph, composed by the Canadian doctor and artillery
commander John McCrae when he was called on to take the funeral of another
officer. In the midst of the Battle of Ypres in May 1915 there was no chaplain
available and McCrae stepped in to officiate. “We are the Dead…” - and he means
those buried beneath the crosses and poppies. But we feel it ourselves - our place
alongside those who had so recently lived and loved in the flush of youth, felt
the warmth of the sun but now know the coldness of death and the clay in which
they are laid. Do not “break faith with us who die…” That must be the challenge
to us now. But there is that other line that might give us cause to ponder:
“Take up our quarrel with the foe.” Does that mean, keep fighting on
regardless? Or might it make us question, how do we pursue our differences and
quarrels? - how do we look at people we might consider the enemy, who we write
off as alien to ourselves, beyond a common understanding?
The
poet and soldier Roland Leighton found himself challenged by an experience he
recorded in Ploegsteert Wood in April 1915:
"...there
was a grave in the wood with a carefully made wooden cross inscribed with the
words: 'Here lie two gallant German Officers.'
“The
men who put up the cross congratulated themselves a little on their British
magnanimity, but when, later, they pushed the enemy out of the trenches in
front of the wood, they found another grave as carefully tended and inscribed:
‘Here lie five brave English officers.’”
Leighton
himself would be killed in battle before that year ended. But before his death
he had realised that humanity and compassion are not the sole possession of
those we consider friends and allies. What should bind us together should be
far stronger than anything that might divide us. It’s there in Wilfred Owen’s
poem, Strange Meeting, where two
soldiers emerge from battle on the other side of death to tell of all that is
dear but now lost - and to speak finally the devastating words of recognition:
“I am the enemy you killed, my friend…”
In
this week’s Church Times, the
Anglican Priest, Paul Oestreicher, writes of the time his father took him - as
a young man - to visit the fields where the Battle of the Somme had been fought
a century ago. It was a sunny day as they walked through cornflowers and
poppies. His father, born in Germany, had volunteered to fight with patriotic
fervour - and he survived the carnage of war to be promoted from Private to
Lieutenant in the 11th Bavarian Artillery. At the end of the war he
found himself in a field hospital in Alsace, bitter in defeat but still with
his pride in the Fatherland intact. But not for long. In 1918 he found himself
having to escape the French before they could take him prisoner as they
re-occupied Alsace. In 1938 - having
Jewish parents - he had to flee for his life from Germany.
Most
people in this country have been mystified or more likely uncomprehending at
the refusal of FIFA, the world governing body in football, to agree to the
wearing of poppies by the England and Scotland teams in their match on
Armistice Day. Their reasoning is that the poppy is a political symbol - an argument
which would barely enter into the minds of the vast majority of us who simply
wear them. As I’ve been talking with children in schools I hear what is surely
much nearer to the point - the poppy which bloomed in those fields of battle,
its colour the red of blood shed by those who died, a beautiful flower which
might speak of lives so cruelly cut short, and its fragility which speaks of
our own precious, human vulnerability.
The
poppy stands against the callousness of the hard-hearted, against the rhetoric
of politicians who set national strength in opposition to the requirements of
justice and provision for the needy, against anyone who would diminish the
human dignity of our neighbour in a world which is God’s creation.
A
friend of mine wrote on Facebook the other day: “Well, there you go. I was just
spat at.” One man had blocked her path as she walked down the street in
Sheffield, another spat at her. She is a priest like me. Unlike me, she is
black. After so much blood has been spilled and so many lives given in the
cause of freedom and justice, there are still those who confuse patriotic
service of their country with hatred of those they feel do not conform to their
national ideal. A misguided nationalism which thinks it knows what is against but has no right sense of what
it is for so easily writes off
anything and anyone perceived to be different as simply alien - and you might
be written off as alien because of your religion, race, sexuality, colour, the
way you dress or your economic status.
As
we lament the wars of the last century we need again to ask, why were they
fought? - to what end were so many lives given? As we despair at the millions
whose lives are still destroyed by wars being fought now in other lands, we
need to ask what is required of us
that peace with justice be built here in our own land today? Let not the
sacrifice of others have been in vain.
The
vision which Isaiah is given for his people is a vision towards which we should
all work:
19 I
will rejoice in Jerusalem, and delight in my people;
no
more shall the sound of weeping be heard in it,
or
the cry of distress.
20 No
more shall there be in it an infant that lives but a few days,
or
an old person who does not live out a lifetime…
21
They shall build houses and inhabit them;
they
shall plant vineyards and eat their fruit.
22
They shall not build and another inhabit;
they
shall not plant and another eat…
25 The
wolf and the lamb shall feed together,
the
lion shall eat straw like the ox…
They
shall not hurt or destroy on all my holy mountain,
says
the LORD.
Monday, 31 October 2016
What on earth is the Church for?
That is the question we found ourselves asking at a meeting to prepare
for the Mission to our Diocese by bishops from all over the North. It’s called
“Talking Jesus.” Read a bit about it on page 14 - and we hope you’ll hear much
more about it before it takes place at the beginning of next March.
What could we do to get ready? we asked ourselves. One conclusion we came to is
that we tend to be reluctant to talk about our faith because we’re not always
very confident as to what we believe. So we’ve decided to try to tackle that -
in a very basic way without any great planning. In November and early December
we’ll have three meetings open to anyone
to look at the basics of what the Church
is for: how it’s about our relationship with God and with the wider world;
his relationship with us and with this world we call his Creation.
We’ll be meeting on Tuesday
evenings in the Ian Severs Room (the lower level of the Hall - approach from the Car Park entrance). All are welcome. You don’t need to be a regular church-goer. All
questions are welcome. If you’re
worried they might be too basic - don’t! That’s just what we need. So, come &
join us.
The first two meetings are this month: 7.30p.m. start…
Tuesday 8 November and Tuesday
22 November
Martin
Jackson
Sunday, 23 October 2016
Last Sunday after Trinity - Bible Sunday
(Isaiah 45.22-25; Romans
15.1-6; Luke 4.16-24)
The Church of England marks today by
giving us two names for the day: the Last
Sunday after Trinity and Bible Sunday.
They’re both misleading descriptions
- if not actually wrong! It’s only
the Last Sunday after Trinity by virtue of next Sunday being the Fourth Sunday before Advent - but that gives the game
away, because that means there are actually another four Sundays after Trinity
before we reach the end of the Church’s year. As for Bible Sunday… I get the point that it’s good to take an opportunity
to look at the importance of the Bible in the life of the Church in general and
the Christian in particular. But shouldn’t that be the case every week? - every day? There’s a danger that we try to say something about the
special place of the Bible in determining how we express our faith and live our
lives - but forget that it’s more
than simply words on a page.
Nevertheless we’re given good passages
from the Bible for use today - and one of them in particular shows how Jesus
thought about the Bible and its use. But here’s a note of caution: read the
words, but see where they are placed! Context
is everything. The words of Scripture are not proof texts to be used as easy
answers to all our questions.
You can see why these passages have been
chosen for this day we call Bible Sunday. In his letter to the Romans, St. Paul
writes
whatever was written in former days was written
for our instruction, so that by steadfastness and by the encouragement of the
scriptures we might have hope.
And then in the
Gospel reading, St Luke tells us that Jesus read from the Prophet Isaiah and
then declared,
Today this scripture has been fulfilled in your
hearing.
So Paul is telling us that you can trust
the Bible - it’s something to learn from (“for our instruction”), it can keep
you going in the right direction even when things are tough (it enables
“steadfastness”) and it’s a source of encouragement. But remember that he’s
talking about the Bible he knew -
what we call the Old Testament.
That raises two questions: First, what about all those bits of the
Old Testament we’re not too keen on now, like long lists of laws on things you
can or can’t eat or even wear? - and more particularly on how you treat other
people, whether you want to get on with them or not: whole peoples who get
massacred because other people want to occupy their land and live in their
towns; people of the “wrong” nationality or religion; people who get
discriminated against, oppressed and even killed because of their gender or
sexuality. Besides which we might ask how we can give approval to what are
often morally doubtful actions on the part of some of the Bible’s main
characters - there’s Abraham, who throws his first son and his son’s unmarried
mother out of the household… and nearly kills his second son; Joshua, who
directs a military campaign that might now be described as genocide; Samson, whose
penchant for killing his enemies might charitably be understood at best as
psychotic homicide; King David, who establishes his nation and is portrayed as
a model for the coming Messiah, but who can’t refrain from multiple marriages,
adultery and cover-ups by bloodshed.
I could go on… But then there’s the second issue that if the Scripture
in which we are to invest so much of our faith is the Old Testament, what can
we make of the New Testament? It
would be an audacious claim for the New Testament writer who declares “All
Scripture is inspired by God…” to add, “… and by the way that includes this
letter that I’m writing now.” Knowing that Scripture has the authority of God -
and that it provides a way to understand his nature and purpose - requires
something more.
What I love about the Bible is not that
it’s a text book full of answers that you can read from the page. It’s that it
shows us the lives of frail and failing people, and their mixed-up
relationships, and their disagreements and lack of understanding - and that in
the midst of it all God is at work.
He speaks to them, even if they don’t hear it properly. He blesses them - even
if they throw the blessings away. And finally he comes to us - born as any one of us - in Jesus, living a human life, knowing
its joys and vulnerabilities, loving and dying and rising again for our sake.
Today this scripture has been fulfilled in your
hearing.
That’s to say that the words of the Bible
have their place - and their purpose is to point us to what God is doing, to
where he might be found.
So listen to St. Paul when he says that
the Bible is there to instruct and encourage us. But what else is he saying? He
starts the chapter by telling us, “We who are strong ought to put up with the
failings of the weak…” Paul is writing about what it means to be a Christian,
how to put faith into practice by the way you treat and respond to other
people. St. Paul’s Letter to the Romans contains a brilliant treatment of
Christian doctrine - notably the one we call Justification by Faith. But it’s
much more than doctrine. There’s a reason for having doctrine and that’s to
explore how we relate to God and to each other - how God in his love and mercy
relates to us. So the chapter previous to this one looks at what the Bible says
about Jewish ritual dietary laws - what you can or can’t eat according to the
Bible. But then St. Paul makes us face the question: “Who are you to pass
judgement?” That’s the point, he says: “no longer pass judgement on one
another, but resolve instead never to put a stumbling-block or hindrance in the
way of another.” Serve Christ, seek righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy
Spirit, don’t let the way you behave “cause the ruin of one for whom Christ
died.”
It’s by wrestling with the demands of
Scripture that we see what love demands of us in our relationships with one
another. It’s by seeing how we fail
in keeping those demands which leads us to recognise the loving mercy and
forgiveness of God revealed in Christ.
“Today this Scripture has been fulfilled
in your hearing,” says Jesus to the people in the synagogue at Nazareth after
he has read from Book of the Prophet Isaiah. He’s talking about the purpose of
God which Isaiah has foreseen:
‘The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
because he has anointed me
to bring good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim release to the
captives
and recovery of sight to the blind,
to let the oppressed go free,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favour.’

His own people can’t take it in. They can
hear the Bible read, but can’t relate it to this man from their own town who
they think they know. They’ve much more to learn. Jesus knows it. People in
other towns have welcomed him and seen what a difference his message can make
and experienced the healing he has brought to so many. But it doesn’t work in
his home town of Nazareth. They can only say, “Doctor, cure yourself.” I’ve
pondered the place of those words in this story. Does it imply that Jesus
himself had some sort of physical infirmity? Perhaps his neighbours remembered
childhood illnesses from which he’d suffered? Now they question how someone
they think they know can have a message for them.
What do we think the message is that God has for us? Can you find it in Scripture? - or in wrestling with what the
Bible says to us? Can you find it through your relationships with other people?
- in the love and generosity which they might share with you? - in your
failings to relate to others and what you realise is your need of God’s mercy
and grace?
“Today this Scripture has been
fulfilled,” says Jesus. All God’s purposes are worked out in him. The
congregation in the synagogue at Nazareth have some way to go before they can
take that on board. Perhaps we do too - but it’s never too soon to start.
Wednesday, 5 October 2016
“This will take a while”…
That was the signal I got on my computer as I started to put together
the October issue of the Parish Magazine. It was already delayed because I didn’t get
back from holiday until the final hours of September. Then as I sat down to
work out what we needed to include here the laptop decided to update - a major
update, as it indicated when it told me, “This will take a while.” And there
was nothing I could do about it, except wait until it had finished.
I got off quite lightly. A friend
tells me it held him up for three hours. Our Area Dean found her laptop
updating in the midst of her Harvest Service where she needed to use it to
project the words of the service and hymns. I just had to wait 90 minutes.
These days we so often expect to be able to do things straight away. We
expect immediate responses by phone, text or email. We complain when people
don’t get back to us. But here’s a reminder of the virtue of patience, so
easily forgotten. Be patient with each other. Be ready to spend time in prayer
and take time with God. Remember how patient he needs to be with us…
Martin Jackson
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